In so much pain and my stomach is killing me. Though I am hungry, but I can't eat, as I feel sick as soon as I put food in my mouth. I was unable to digest liquid medications for colitis and fibromyalgia many months ago. Though I have no stress, but any stress makes it worse, to where I can't move. I come home to my bed because it is that bad, to where after doing my regular activity, I am screwed. I have not been in school for 2 weeks, enjoying my mini-vacation mostly in bed.
I am going to Physical Therapy but since I can't do any of the exercises, I get massages instead. at least they work for a good day or 2.
Even worse is that I have hardly no immunity due to the Prednisone I was on months ago, so now I am constantly sick with a cold and have a sore throat that never went away. The Prednisone did help me put weight on when I first had taken it, but the stomach issues stayed. 3 months ago it no longer worked. Now, I have lost some weight, but only 10 lbs. because of my inactivity as I can never move.
When I do get that burst of energy, my body pays for it 3 hours later and for a week or more at a time.
I am so desperate to not lets the pain affect my future plans, that I am willing to give injectable medications a try. The good news is that they will not affect my stomach as much.
But as I say, I still truck on, but in order to do that, I am now taking care of business. I need to do what I need to do, since no alternative therapies or diets work. And no I would never get desperate to where I would smoke Ms. Mary Jane. That stuff makes me vomit when I smell it on the buses. No offense to one who do, I just don't prefer it.
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